Worst is over..
Two months worth of running errands, all done in the past week...and man am I glad its over. Overdue projects, assignments, even tests were made up. Today is a friday, and I am finally done stressing. I did great!
My scale's battery has been dead for a few days, dont know if I mentioned it but ummm, i took kindof a break from that. It was a guilt trip to food land. I did it I got it out of my system I couldnt restrict without havin the incentive of seein my weight drop a pound every day or two.
The battery was replaced yesterday, and i gained back those two pounds im 112 again.
I didnt panick because it was expected and it was almost worth it considering I got to eat out with the boyfriend which I enjoy, and once out with the family. I also got severely tired today.. depressed, massive headaches.... I didnt know why untill I got home and surprise! I been PMS'ing.
I'm relieved becuz my weight normally goes up a cpl right before...so its soo easy to prop it back down fast when my period is over.
Next week..I promise I will be at most a lovely 109...108 if Im a good girl.
I plan to study a bit every day because my finals start by the end of this month.
If I'm gona diet I'm gona study to feel more pure and clean and my mind will be busy that way from u know what..FOOD.
Maybe it's a perfectionist urge.. to do everything at once. Not eating..AND studying.. for those of you don't know what starving is about, let me tell you.. This will be multitasking trust me. And I'm up for it.
Random reccomendation for my Number 1 follower :) : ZeroCalorieKid
Listen to this song... ( When I grow up...by Fever Ray) I just love it it puts you in a strangely inspired mood.
Peace!
My scale's battery has been dead for a few days, dont know if I mentioned it but ummm, i took kindof a break from that. It was a guilt trip to food land. I did it I got it out of my system I couldnt restrict without havin the incentive of seein my weight drop a pound every day or two.
The battery was replaced yesterday, and i gained back those two pounds im 112 again.
I didnt panick because it was expected and it was almost worth it considering I got to eat out with the boyfriend which I enjoy, and once out with the family. I also got severely tired today.. depressed, massive headaches.... I didnt know why untill I got home and surprise! I been PMS'ing.
I'm relieved becuz my weight normally goes up a cpl right before...so its soo easy to prop it back down fast when my period is over.
Next week..I promise I will be at most a lovely 109...108 if Im a good girl.
I plan to study a bit every day because my finals start by the end of this month.
If I'm gona diet I'm gona study to feel more pure and clean and my mind will be busy that way from u know what..FOOD.
Maybe it's a perfectionist urge.. to do everything at once. Not eating..AND studying.. for those of you don't know what starving is about, let me tell you.. This will be multitasking trust me. And I'm up for it.
Random reccomendation for my Number 1 follower :) : ZeroCalorieKid
Listen to this song... ( When I grow up...by Fever Ray) I just love it it puts you in a strangely inspired mood.
Peace!
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