Weekend over, hello next week
weekend went as planned, good diet, workin on the research paper due monday, moderate exercise, lots of reading.
I obcessed, as expected, about everythin from my weight to my next week plans and schedule and budget...cleaned every spot in my room.
Removed every hair on my body.
This girl will consume her mind in anything because she is strong and willnot eat. This girl awaits her monday morning so nervously because she knows she will wake up at 6:30, shower, and stand undressed on her scale, and the majic numbers will make her jump in joy.
This wintergirl will dress and put on her face and straighten her hair to drive racing to class, music cranked up at 7 in the morning, singing in the traffic, because she doesnt care, she is 2 pounds lighter on Monday, and it will set her free.
Because she is a good girl, she will get her boyfriend a brownie with his coffee, but she will drink her black coffee alone.
Goodnight world, goodnight my dearest ana, please let me sleep well tonight, part your lips a little more, swallow my fears tonight, and lay down beside me.
I obcessed, as expected, about everythin from my weight to my next week plans and schedule and budget...cleaned every spot in my room.
Removed every hair on my body.
This girl will consume her mind in anything because she is strong and willnot eat. This girl awaits her monday morning so nervously because she knows she will wake up at 6:30, shower, and stand undressed on her scale, and the majic numbers will make her jump in joy.
This wintergirl will dress and put on her face and straighten her hair to drive racing to class, music cranked up at 7 in the morning, singing in the traffic, because she doesnt care, she is 2 pounds lighter on Monday, and it will set her free.
Because she is a good girl, she will get her boyfriend a brownie with his coffee, but she will drink her black coffee alone.
Goodnight world, goodnight my dearest ana, please let me sleep well tonight, part your lips a little more, swallow my fears tonight, and lay down beside me.
Sad to get validation from a machine like the bathroom scale! But it is cold hard fact that the numbers don't lie. They reward you for all your hard work!
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