111 pounds, lovin the number, all sleek thin lines
Since the 23rd till today, I am back on track, only one pound away from my first goal weight 110 pounds. I will be there by tomorow.
I slept late today, slept like 12 hours, and still have that feeling you get after a night out and waking up late, light headed, tired, and every part of you feels like it wil break.
I have no pain killers today. All gone.
My roommate seems to be cooking Chinese noodles, homemade not that stuff you get from the supermarket.
Noodles and shrimp and chicken breast bits, chopped carrots and soy sauce.
I smell it here, in the tv room sitin by the fire.
I smell my wet hair instead, fruity shampoo, almost too strong a smell for my heightened senses.
I am starvin, I sip my black coffee a little too fast and burn my tounge.
Maybe now ul learn not to think of Chinese food.
I will be forced to eat a small plate of them though..,but that will hardly make up a 300 calorie meal...I'll make sure.
When i get hungry again tonight I'll chop that iceberg lettuce sittin in my fridge with a regular size tomato and mustard dressing, the usual,
I won't exceed a 600 calorie limit today, no matter what.
I would really like to post some of my poetry today, but I always hesitate, because I write my best stuff when I'm really depressed or really mad for that matter.
Im afraid they will come out as too dark..which really doesn't convey the real me.
I'm a generally cheerful person not a dark person, but the happy me doesn't write that often, she is more often out having fun.
I wil post some regardless, along with the dates each has been written in.(most are pretty old)
I slept late today, slept like 12 hours, and still have that feeling you get after a night out and waking up late, light headed, tired, and every part of you feels like it wil break.
I have no pain killers today. All gone.
My roommate seems to be cooking Chinese noodles, homemade not that stuff you get from the supermarket.
Noodles and shrimp and chicken breast bits, chopped carrots and soy sauce.
I smell it here, in the tv room sitin by the fire.
I smell my wet hair instead, fruity shampoo, almost too strong a smell for my heightened senses.
I am starvin, I sip my black coffee a little too fast and burn my tounge.
I will be forced to eat a small plate of them though..,but that will hardly make up a 300 calorie meal...I'll make sure.
When i get hungry again tonight I'll chop that iceberg lettuce sittin in my fridge with a regular size tomato and mustard dressing, the usual,
I won't exceed a 600 calorie limit today, no matter what.
I would really like to post some of my poetry today, but I always hesitate, because I write my best stuff when I'm really depressed or really mad for that matter.
Im afraid they will come out as too dark..which really doesn't convey the real me.
I'm a generally cheerful person not a dark person, but the happy me doesn't write that often, she is more often out having fun.
I wil post some regardless, along with the dates each has been written in.(most are pretty old)
I feel your pain =Chinese is so hard to resist!!
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